Thursday, January 11, 2007

&%@#(#&*%!

Well, SO is back in the hospital. The SOB hasn't even gotten in touch with me since last night with the exception of this email from around 11 this morning:


"Have my laptop here, B will come get in later for tonights gig. I'm in pain, but just got out of CT scan, I'll know more later".

That's it. That's all I know. It's times like this when I know he's in touch with everyone else in the world, and I am so out of the loop and feel like a frigging idiot for even caring about him. On top of it, OW's mother works in the hospital that he's admitted to. And, they live not far from there, whereas "I" am an hour away. Fukitol.

It's obvious he doesn't want me around anyway. And I'm sure sooner or later he will blame this hospital stay on me, as history has said he will.

But, even through my pissiness, lol, I did respond with (what I hope) was a nice enough email back to him:

"OK.... thanks for the update - been really worried...texted you a few times & left a VM. Don't worry about us here, concentrate on yourself. If there's anything you need, let me know.
xo
me"


I have zero cash on me. The bank account is about $300 overdrawn so I can't even get any out; I've only got a quarter tank of gas in my truck which just so happens to have a power steering problem that he was going to fix this weekend, so, if the fucking thing breaks down - I have no vehicle! Oh, yeah - I've got his 2 pickup trucks here, but nothing that will fit me and the 3 kids.

Goddammit anyway. He did call earlier. Around 1 or so, just to say he didn't know anything and that "I can't talk to you right now.". I said OK, Bye and we hung up. Ass.

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