Barrage of emails/texts this morning, because of course, he didn't come home last night.

The guilty party sucking up for..............


...ta - da - court tonight. The harrassment/stalking charges. So he'll be with OW again tonight.

But of course, he tries to get me to have sex with him. I decline. He sleeps. His mom comes over.

He sneaks out with his bag...all "I'll call you later" and shit. Calls me & bitches because I was at the window watching him leave and texted him about the bag. Calls three more times - I don't answer. Fuck him.

He could have at least given me the courtesy of telling me he was back to staying with her again.

This is fucking nuts.

WHY the very second that I hear the words "I'm confused" from him (again today, in an email) - why do I see it a sign of some kind of hope or something.

WHY? Evryone I've given the rundown about the sitch says if a man said he was confused to them, they'd show him the door. What's MY problem? Why can't I do that so easily?